ingin lebih dekat dengan-Nya

AKU ORANG YANG MUNAFIK. AKU BUKAN ORANG YANG TERPANDANG. AKU BUKAN ORANG YANG PANDAI. AKU ORANG YANG PUNYA BANYAK DOSA. TAPI AKU BINGUNG KENAPA "DIA" INGIN AKU MENJADI ANAKNYA...
MUNGKIN SAAT AKU MENULIS INIPUN AKU MASIH BERTANYA-TANYA. PADAHAL AKU SERING BERFIKIR BAHWA "DIA" GAK ADIL DENGAN KU.. KADANG YANG LAIN DAPAT HOKI DAN AKU ???
HAHAHAHHAH..
BODOHNYA AKU. AKU TAU PERASAAN INI AKAN MENJAUHKAN AKU DARINYA ... TAPI DIA DEKAP AKU DENGAN KASIHNYA, MELEBIHI KASIH YNAG KUDAPAT DI DUNIA.. BAPA SAAT INI AKU SEDANG GUNDAH. AKU GAK TAU APA SALAHKU TADI. SAMPAI AKU DIHUKUM DENGAN KESALAHAN YANG TIDAK KUPERBUAT. AKU MEARASA INI TIDAK ADIL. AKU MERASA KAU TIDAK SAYANG DENGAN KU.. TAPI TERNYATA DIBALIK SEMUA ITU AKU KAU INGIN MENASEHATIKU.. AKU TAU ITU BAPA.
DAN AKU TAU BILA AKU MENGIKUTI ENGKAU AKU AKAN MEMIKUL SALIB. AKU AKAN MENDAPAT SESUATU YANG TIDAK MENYENANGKAN.. TAPI KAU TETAP MEMEGANGKU WALAU AKU JATUH DAN TERJATUH LEBIH DALAM..
PENDERITAANKU YANG ADA DI DUNIA TAK SEBANDING DENGAN BESAR PENGORBANANMU..
I MISS U DAD..

aktif lagiiiiii....

oh my God.....
udah lama banget aku gak kelola ni blog... hehehe :)
maklum sibuk. hadouuuuuhh.. tugas banyak. kelewat banyak.
nah ini ttg curhatku aja y..
oh iya dulu aku tergila-gila ma Justin Bieber.
tapi sekarang ???
no...
karena apa ??
dia jatuh cinta dengan BEYONCE.
lebbaaaaiiii bangeeeeeeetttt..
oh BIEBER... aku cinta kamu kemaren tapi sekarang..
aku ora tresno karo koe...
hhhahahah

just my imagination

There was a game we used to play
We would hit the town on friday night
And stay in bed until sunday
We used to be so free
We were living for the love we had and
Living not for reality

It was just my imagination x3
There was a time I used to pray
I have always kept my faith in love
It�s the greatest thing from the man above
The game I used to play
I�ve always put my cards upon the table
Let it never be said that I�d be unstable

It was just my imagination x3

There is a game I like to play
I like to hit the town on friday night
And stay in bed until sunday
We�ll always be this free
We will be living for the love we have
Living not for reality

It�s not my imagination x3
Not my x18

Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo...

Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me,
'Cause I've spent half my life out there, you wouldn't disagree.
Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me?
Do you like me standing there? Do you notice?
Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me?
Does anyone care?

Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh, he liked me. Does anyone care?

Understand what I've become, it wasn't my design.
And people ev'rywhere think, something better than I am.
But I miss you, I miss, 'cause I liked it,
'Cause I liked it, when I was out there. Do you know this?
Do you know you did not find me. You did not find.
Does anyone care?

Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh, he liked me.

Does anyone care?... [X9]
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo...

ode to my hero

intro : Em G D A

Em G
when i see your eyes
D
i see your eyes spout a sorrow
Em G
unequaled in lose hope
Am
you be alone between us
D Em A
your face so weary, your body was stiff
Em A G D
thinking about image young people in nowadays
Am c G Am
you formerly fight for freedom our country
Em G E D
blood spilled out , the body trampled upon
Am E G
you wept when seeing young people on nowadays
Am D Am
don't care with what the fighting in formers time
G
nothing appreciation and flattery of you acceptance
D E
but don't with draw soul zest
Em G D Am
God will gives you happines


songwriter : yoola pempengco

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

menulis seperti ini adalah kegiatan fevorite ku. apalagi membaca. uhhhhhh seru bgt rasanya. semuanya bisa terlupakan kalau saya membaca. pusing, penat, bt rasanya ilang semua. oh iya aku hobby menulis cerpen, masih sedikit sih. judul" nya ada Hujan, Sang Penghibur, Rambut Keritingku, Twin emang seru ?, Gara-gara Mimpi, cinta ini membunuhku, Berteman dalam keragaman, Detik terakhir, Sayap terakhir, kayaknya masih segini dehhh. oh iya apa yang aku rasakan aku tulis di atas kertas dengan tinta pena seadanya. aduh kok jadi puisi gini sih. oh iya udah dulu ya.